Mary Beth
09 November 2008 @ 05:34 pm
You know what I miss? The days when getting HopeChest or Victoria in the mail was followed by an afternoon of bliss. When I could spend an afternoon tending to my gardens, chickens, crocheting and afghan, or working on a sewing project. When I could study the Word for hours on end and come away so inspired and impacted. When I could while an evening away with a good book or biography. I even miss my obsession with Oswald Chambers and his teaching/writing.

I read Richard Paul Evans’ The Sunflower this week, and finished Grace as well. We have also enjoyed watching BBC’s 1970s “made for tv” Anne of Avonlea and Little Women for the first time. It all takes me back to simpler times in my life, before teaching full time, before the bakery, before mortgage payments, before life started moving at full throttle.

And it all leaves me with one feeling…I am ready for life to move on now. Into the next scheme or adventure or story. I want to be a wife and mom! I want to have someone to love and care for me, to be able to love and care for people all my own. I want to bring babies into the world to follow in my footsteps and impact it for Christ’s kingdom. I am tired of working full time. I want to settle down. Or go to heaven soon.
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Mary Beth
09 November 2008 @ 05:32 pm
I was watching late night tv with mom on Wed or Thurs. Mobile's local news was running stories of local churches who were jubilantly celebrating Obama's election as the next President. I watched with unbelieving eyes at people dancing, clapping, singing, and praising "God" for Obama's presidential victory, quoted as being "the best thing that has ever happened to our country." Appalled was not the word that I would apply to how I felt. Horrified, grieved, irate, and angry would be more apropos.

My immediate thought: their god is not my God.

My God is the God of the Bible; the God that spoke creation into existence, the God who gave us the Ten Commandments and then several thousand years later sent His Son into our world to fulfill them (Matt. 5:17). My God is pro-life and all that it entails; i.e. anti-stem cell research, anti-abortion, pro-family, and pro-marriage. I am so glad that the dopes who obviously voted for Obama to be our next president voted to add the pro-marriage amendment to the Florida Constitution. And the California Constitution.

Tricia reminded me of something that I have to keep in mind; evangelical Christians put Obama, a man who stand as the antithesis of our beliefs, into office. Sarah and I were talking to Bill @ the coffee shop on Tuesday evening. Sarah asked him how the family was. And his answer was a little surprising. He said for us to ask him what the future holds, not what the present was, indicating that the election's influence on the economy and its indicated change for us small businesses was foremost in his mind. I looked at Sarah, and was reminded of Matthew 6:34 that I memorized as a teenager: "Do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." I came back at him with my thoughts about how America deserves this, that we are the ones who have not fulfilled the Great Commission and have left the faith of the Scriptures, and that VOM reports that the persecuted church in China prays for us to undergo persecution so that we can be purified. Sarah reminded me in the car that the Church Bride that Jesus is coming back for is without spot or wrinkle. And we are so faaaaaar away from that on the spotted and wrinkled side of the spectrum! We are all so silly, stupid, and shallow. It is our fault that we have not been the Light and Salt that we were commanded to be!

So I say, Lord, bring it on!
You are the One who orchestrates or steps.
Not one hair falls from our heads that You do not know about.
Our salvation is from you; You are our strength in time of trouble.
You help us and deliver us from the wicked, and save us
Because we take refuge in You! (Psalm 37:39-40).

I will continually seek you, Lord.
The wicked will gnash his teeth and melt away, but You will sustain the righteous forever.
I will meditate on Your Word, for it will feed my soul in the hard times ahead.
Am I afraid? Yes. But I will trust in You! For You have never left your servants alone.

"The fear of the LORD is to hate evil;
Pride and arrogance and the evil way and the perverted mouth, I hate. Counsel is mine and sound wisdom;
I am understanding, power is mine.
By me kings reign, and rulers decree justice.
By me princes rule, and nobles, all who judge rightly.
I love those who love me; and those who diligently seek me will find me."
Proverbs 8:13-17
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Mary Beth
02 November 2008 @ 05:29 pm
1 Cor. 10:31 says, "Whatever you eat or drink or whatever you do, you must do all for the glory of God." So here is my "whatever."

Life is settling in to a regular winter routine. It is nice.
Weekend wedding cakes are waning off (finally…the looongest cake season ever!).
I added two more students several weeks back, so now I have a full Mon-Thurs tutoring schedule (eight hours per day, four days a week). I am spending three nights a week studying, two nights a week working late at the school office, and two nights off (typically spent reading, cooking, or watching videos with the fam).

The weather finally turned cold. Yay, finally!!!
I have unpacked my sweaters, hoodies, and Burkenstock mules. I love cool weather; there is something intoxicating about seeing your breath chilled in the air each morning.

I am still enjoying my Child Dev. class. I have learned a lot in the last several chapters about a child's brain development, nutrition (shocking info there…it's no wonder most of my students have learning disabilities, brain deficiencies, and personality disorders!), and cognitive development. Each week I just get more informative ammo for my teaching arsenal!

We gals went to the fair two Wednesdays ago. My student Hannah's mom gave us tickets and a VIP parking sticker so we passed them all out and then went ourselves that night. Enjoyed my ride on the Ferris Wheel with The Queen (thanks, Sarah, for going with me!). That is my favorite ride, so I just got tickets to ride it. Enjoyed walking around with the sistahood, viewing the school art displays, and observing our school kids enjoying themselves together! The only bad result…I have been sick ever since with a BAD cold.

I have been in a domestic mood lately- cleaning, cooking, etc. I think it's kind of funny. It's been a long while since I had end-of-the-day-or-week energy to piddle around the house.

These next two months are financially tighter for me, since they are both three-week work months. I have begun paying bills ahead already, so that I don't get into credit card debt over the holidays. I have nice little gifts for the family and new baby already picked out or purchased. I have also begun planning a small Jones & Co. Christmas party for December in conjunction with the holidays (in memory of the happy company holiday parties in Dickens' The Christmas Carol), this perhaps being Dad's last Christmas, and Tricia's 31st birthday. I think it is going to be fabulous!

I have been craving coffee these days. I have become quite a good coffee brewer! I only take French vanilla creamer in mine now. Or substitute it all with some of Sarah's wonderful hot cocoa. She told me that Ms. Tia is hosting a country bonfire for The Fix (Brownsville's college & career single's group) out at her place soon; I want to go. I LOVE bonfires, and it will be great to see and chat with Ms. Tia again!

I have read several fab books recently: L. M. Montgomery's The Blue Castle, Beverly Lewis' The Longing, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer's The Cost of Discipleship (the latter being an ongoing read). It is nice to be able to read again; I feel like a whole person.

Daniel and Tricia are working really hard to finish remodeling the 2007 house. Since the CIAS lease at Osceola will be up in January, we are seriously considering moving the school into the new house. It will enable us to expand, add more students, save money in rent and overhead, consolidate office space, and be a better environment for the kids. I am excited about the big change, and scared at the same time somehow. I will miss our little place, especially after we remodeled and out the new floor in. The big move will occur during the Christmas holidays. It also means that I have several days of changing account addresses and official documents and registrations. We want to rent out the end apartment (two rooms and a bath, with access to the house kitchen) after everything is done, so if anyone knows or is a reliable and responsible young lady looking for a safe place to rent, talk to me about it. We have had great success renting rooms in our 2110 house and would like to do the same with this one if possible. It helps us to pay the bills!
 
 
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Mary Beth
23 October 2008 @ 05:23 pm
I am more and more overwhelmed by the idea that socialism has become a sweet alternative to failed politics here in America. As we listen to and study the proposed policies of John McCain and Barack Obama, the ideology of both men speaks for themselves.

No one can listen objectively to what they are hearing. I know that I cannot.

On one hand, John Sidney McCain III is a pragmatist. He has done what it took to serve the best interests of the entire country, not just himself, his party, or his constituents. He wants to purge politics of special interest obligations and secret monetary dispensations. Can he really singlehandedly do this? I think not.

Words that describe him…

Experienced and yet, maybe too old- Over many years since he is a longtime civil servant and Senator. He comes from a long family line of military veterans. His politics are non-wavering, yet his speeches wander, much like the old man that he is. But the thought that niggles at our minds…is Sarah Palin properly credentialed to run our country just in case anything happens to McCain? She has done a great job with her state, but she doesn't really have adequate foreign policy experience.
Party-line pooper- Despite his claims to "maverick-dom," he has unwisely sided with George Bush on several key issues (war, economy) where it would have more prudent to stand alone.
Truthful- his word can be taken at face value; he is not fallacious
Counted the cost- suffering yet still from his time as a POW during the Vietnam War
Strong leadership skills- proven innumerous times to make our country less divided by initiating cooperatives across party lines
Loyal to the ideology of the founding fathers and the Constitution- to protect The People against high-handed government, to lower taxes for middle-America masses, or so he claims.
A family man- Keeping a congenial relationship with his ex, raising all his children with his ambitious, philanthropic, multi-millionaire wife Cindy. No hints of impropriety have surfaced, at least in the last thirty years or so.
Too rich- He owns too many houses and too many cars (or his wife does). How can he identify and empathize with the average American family (including me) who stretches each paycheck to pay monthly bills, and the average American who is buried under $8,000 credit card debt (not including me)? 'nough said.

Then there is Barack Hussein Obama II, the opportunist. He has lived the American dream and been smart enough to learn how to "play with the big boys."

Words to describe him…

Brave & smart- He has worked against the status quo as a black man and dared to climb the ladder. And picking stalwart Joe Biden as his mate was prime example of knowing when the ball is in your court. But what about Hillary Clinton? Something tells me that she is still disenfranchised.
Hard worker & black hero-To unite his fellow Illinois blacks to the ends of voting Democratic candidates into office. But everything he does seems to be centered around people of his own race. I don't teach only white children; I love the variety of students that God gives to me to teach and influence.
A family man- shares his life (Fri-Sun) with his steady, plain-spoken, single-parent wife Michelle and two small girls. No hints of impropriety have surfaced.
Tunnel-visioned- to help minorities in our country to better themselves
Dumb associate choices- Served on a board with a domestic terrorist. And don't tell me you can't sit under 20+ years of Wright's racist, paranoid, expletive-filled sermons raging against white America and not absorb some of that ideology/theology! Is he a puppet?
Socialist- Government programs and handouts seem to be the mainstay of his platform. Power to the government to help the people, not power to the people to help themselves as it was intended. Obama proposes increased taxes for business owners. He promises to penalize parents who cannot afford medical insurance for their kids; THAT is socialism…the same socialism that our founding fathers rejected when they deigned our great governmental system with a check and balance system.
Bitter and/or ill-advised- I don't know whether this it is what he believes or what he has been fed, but his view of America is skewed…not all whites are out to monopolize minorities! Frankly, however, the masses of people that swarm our nearby Walmart sometimes overwhelm and scare me; I hold my purse close each time I shop.
Not too rich- But why does Obama only own one house and one car? Because he has no rich relatives, perhaps? Since 2007 they have driven a V8 Hemi-powered Chrysler 300C. The reason they have only one car? My opinion…they have no teenagers yet! I guess Michelle drives it, since he mostly flies or get chauffeured in D.C.

I did not like Obama's recent comment about "spreading the wealth around." My family has known times of poverty and plenty. When we first moved down here to Pensacola in 1985, our landlady gave us sacks of groceries, and our church cell group as well. We sold our cars to pay the bills. We lived in the boonies because it was the only house big enough for us all that we could afford. We went without medical insurance, wore one yearly pair of shoes and homemade dresses, got one present for our birthdays, and learned how to play in the great outdoors because the only thing to do inside without air conditioning was schoolwork. After buying our house (down payment and payoff were inheritances) and taking care of our elderly matriarchs, we worked steadily over the years. At fifteen, I started helping teach bread making classes that Cori had designed. We made enemies among the local Christian community during that time (don't know why though) with our fledgling business. If anyone really knew how hard we worked for so little profits back in those days!!! Now, my family owns a bakery. For over ten years, we four girls did not even pull a salary for our work, which sometimes lasted 10-12 hours per day. And now, according to Obama, we owe it to the world to spread our money around. What nonsense! We worked for every penny we have earned. And we still do not have insurance! We decided long ago that it was more advantageous to have a higher standard of living and own cars and houses, than have insurance (and that IS the choice these days!!!). Now, the business pays a few bills and supports all of us in varying degrees of part-time hourly wages. We try to stay current with our bills and stay out of debt.

If Obama wins, I am preparing myself for widespread black supremacy & racism, the "de-fanging" of our military, big government, wide-spread socialism, and economic collapse. If McCain wins, I am preparing for more of the "same old same old" politick with some new twists and facets, enraged racial violence and rioting, a focus more on the war in Afghanistan and less on Iraq, big government, and economic collapse.

Will the ongoing energy crisis be solved? No. Will No Child Left Behind's success be finished? No. Will we become a more United States? Absolutely not.

And they both propose to become the leader of the greatest nation in the free world,

I hope you all vote.
Psalm 71:5 "For thou, O Lord, art my hope, my trust, O LORD, from my youth."
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Mary Beth
28 July 2008 @ 07:38 pm
At the CIAS graduation, Tricia used Plumb's new rendition of "God Will Take Care of You" as a background soundtrack; it blesses me to hear it again and again.

Today in Joy & Stength (a devo by Mary Tilestone), I was reminded of it again in reading Psalm 145:16, "You open Your hand, And satisfy the desire of every living thing."
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Mary Beth
26 July 2008 @ 07:27 pm
In the last year, two girls that I know have gone through divorces. The one most recent was especially heart-wrenchingly painful. Two more of my girlfriends have been going through therapy and classes for abuse that happened in childhood. I am continually struck by the fact that these gals will not let their past box them in. They were tricked, misled, cheated, and lied to by those who were close to them or should have been their protectors. But God wins in the end. Their past should not define who they are or what they become.

I have been reading Max Lucado's Come Thirsty this week, and have been reminded of God's sovereignty over the harsh times of life, but I still wince at the pain my sisters in Jesus have endured.

It reminds me of several things that C. S Lewis wrote:
We're not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be.

God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks to us in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world.
 
 
Mary Beth
25 July 2008 @ 07:32 pm
Isn't it sad that we need money so much...
and even more pitiful when we do not have enough of it?
Arghhh!
I LOVE summers because I get to catch up on life.
I HATE summers because my finances are always so tight.
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Mary Beth
25 July 2008 @ 07:30 pm
Did you know that pastors are dogs?
Sheepdogs, that is!

I am on a quest this summer; the goal is to read 8 books, and I am well on my way to finish! Last week's book was A J Kiesling's Skizzer. Great plot, well-developed characters, etc. There was even a quote that struck me about pastors/shepherds.

"My fellow clergymen and I are just sheepdogs...not the real shepherd."

And as I thought about that, it made me wonder...
How many Christians sit in pews, thinking that all the words and thoughts that drip from the mouths of their pastors are the Gospel truth? Is the check and balance system of God's Word never used anymore by the sheep?

I have sat during countless sermons, thinking that what I was hearing was anti-Scriptural, man's own ideas, or downright error. But then, I know what the Word says because I have read it and studied it and learned from it, and that filters all that I hear.

"...that from childhood you have known the Holy Scriptures, which are able to make you wise for salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus."
2 Tim 3:15

But how many Christians lap up all they can get because they are so desperately hungry for spiritual feeding because they do not feed themselves?! How pitifully sad. It is one of my few pet peeves.
 
 
Mary Beth
22 July 2008 @ 07:29 pm
I am nearing the end of my stats class. I have to say, that of all the college work that I have done, I have hated this the most. Even studying for the College Algebra CLEP was not this terrible. Yuck.

Tricia, Mom and I have worked very hard and set up the new OFFICE in Cori's old bedroom. YES! I have always wanted/needed a home office. I have already "broken it in " with a batch of FICA taxes and homework last night.

The school is slowly coming together. This is the last week of summer tutoring for the year. Three weeks off while I furiously whip the office/records/transcripts/scholarship appl/handbooks into shape. Aly has been a great help, and I am so glad to have her back! My teaching schedule for this fall is almost filled already. I think I have 8 slots left. Several of my former students/families have not returned my calls or arranged for planning meetings yet, so they are going to miss out on my skills this fall. I am teaching a Greek & Latin Roots (classical vocabulary-boosting) class and a Cooking/Nutrition class, in addition to Biology Dissection in November and my regular tutoring lessons.

I still need to...
Print photos from Cori's wedding and the 07-08 school year and put them in albums, read 4 more books (fulfilling my summer quota of 8), organized/sort through old student files, and see 4 movies (Dark Knight, Mama Mia!, WALL-E, Journey to Center).

I am in no way caught up, but am optimistic as always.
I am listening to sermons by R C Sproul & Bro Richard online this evening.
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Mary Beth
14 July 2008 @ 09:43 pm
I am not closing this blog, but I am concentrating my efforts on my Myspace blog. I am spread too thin these days. I love you all and invite you to come on over if you like:
www.myspace.com/marybeebzz
 
 
Mary Beth
14 July 2008 @ 07:20 pm
I finished reading Prince Caspian. Gosh. There is a lot in that book that they left out of the movie, a lot of symbolism and metaphor that would have been magnificent. They turned the animals of Narnia into comic relief, rather than noble and righteous citizens of a realm that we only wish was real. Several major figures in the books were removed or made non-entities: the Bulgy Bears, the awakened trees, Giant Wimbleweather. Nothing was said of Dr. Cornelius being a half-dwarf. And the wonderful midsummer dance and feast was omitted as far as I could tell. Prince Caspian himself is good-looking, yet foppish. Aslan is made to roar instead of speak (what is up with that?!?) to get obedience.

Albeit, I am wholeheartedly a fan of the new movies...take your kids, go see them yourself, several times. But read the books too. They can never be replaced. C. S. Lewis was a genius!

 
 
Mary Beth
14 July 2008 @ 07:12 pm
Materialism is idolatry.

I see so many things that steal and thieve from the Church as a whole. Materialism and the love of money is the root of ALL evil, Paul said in 1 Tim. 6:10. "For the love of money is the root of all evils; it is through this craving that some have wandered away from the faith and pierced their hearts with many pangs." RSV

Do you get that? People have turned their back on God for the love of money and riches and fame and a name. On Saturday after Abby's wonderful wedding, we came home to watch a marathon of 7 episodes of the new season of BBC America's "Robin Hood". In episode 7, Allan-A-Dale is turncoat to Robin and gang, joining forces with Sir Guy, all because he wanted to reap monetary benefits for himself. He was no longer satisfied to "take from the rich to give to the poor." He sold out his friends to get what he wanted. I think sometimes we sell Jesus out to get what we want out of life. I have seen it too many times, over and over. We do our own thing with arrogant hearts turned against Him. We make decisions based on monetary concerns, rather than God's will.

BTW, you can check the show out here; it's FAB!!! I can't get over the fact that the handsome Richard Armitage who played the noble John in the movie adaptation of Elizabeth Gaskell's "North and South" plays antagonist Guy of Gisborne!
http://www.bbcamerica.com/content/195/index.jsp



I have several friends who worship shopping...having the new "IT" thing...wearing the latest fads...or characterize themselves as "material girls." In fact, when I think of them, I think of them in reference to the things that they like- perfume, heels, makeup, hair, tattoos, etc. Well, ladies. God calls it idolatry...worshiping ourselves and the things of this world.

Do you remember Vanity Fair in Pilgrim's Progress? I have listened to that book on tape and read about six different versions over my lifetime, but always will I remember the important and influential character Faithful who died in Vanity Fair. He refused to give up his faith in the face of so many worldly distractions and foes. He closed his eyes and look "straight ahead" so as not to be distracted, and in doing so made a life-changing impression on Christian.

If God does not consume our life in His, if He does not fully envelop our desires, dreams, playtimes, personality, relationships, hobbies, and secrets, then He is not our God. John said, "Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him." KJV
 
 
Mary Beth
14 July 2008 @ 07:11 pm
I read an article this week that was about the economy, people cutting back, etc. One of the things that people are cutting out of their budget is bottled water. Americans spend $4 billion each year on bottled water right now. That is 4,000,000,000 dollars, folks! So, my question is, are people really going to be drinking their nasty tap water? Eww! NO!

My favorite bottled water at work is Zephyrhills; it is spring water from right here in Florida. As we drive to Destin every so often, we pass a bottling plant or something. When I am at home, we have a filter system on our tap water, and it actually tastes good (I am drinking some now). Which brings up another question: do people really drink enough water?

They say that the average person needs 8 8-oz. glasses a day. So far, the only person that I have ever know to drink that much is Josh Whitehead!

Few of my students seem to drink it (no wonder they have difficulty thinking and concentrating...their brains have no oxygen!). I even relax and wind down with a tall glass of ice water before falling asleep every night (Aha! Now you know one of my nightly rituals!). It helps me to relax and unstress. Also I drink before classes and before taking online exams (more tricks).

So I don't know. Still thinking about it.
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Mary Beth
14 July 2008 @ 07:08 pm
I have been on a chewy, fruity candy crave this summer. Those who know me know that I love CHOCOLATE, but this is different...

I am not a candy girl! Yest, I am craving all this.

So I have been downing Farley & Sathers Trolli Peach Rings, Jolly Rancher Gummies, Life Savers Fruit Gummies, Sunkist Fruit Gems, Skittles, and others. As long as it is not sour, I am okay.


Does anyone out there have a favorite?
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Mary Beth
02 July 2008 @ 07:06 pm
So Cori and Brian are in newlywed heaven.
Cori is so bubbly; it is too cute.

I hostessed a bridal shower for Abby on June 21st. It was loverly (just posted pics in an album). She received many wonderful things for their home. I got her a sleek, modern, bright green pitcher and a collection of wonderful wooden/brown tone frames. I had fun. Gail & all the girls did wonderfully; the food was delicious. At last count, I was numberings almost 40 ladies there. My little house was happy!

I took a short nap after the shower, packed a bag, and headed to Panama City Beach to visit Lesley for the weekend. We had a wonderful visit, and brought her back home with us for the remainder of the week. What a hoot we had! We laughed so much that my stomach muscles are sore! It was good to have her here and catch up, talk, eat, laugh, and gossip, of course. I can't believe it's been 13 years since Indy!!! I love her dearly and hope and pray that she is blessed and secure in our Jesus. Also that her physical recovery from surgery goes smoothly and just as it should.

I am back at work at CIAS three full days per week. I am catching up on so much as my tutoring load is much lighter and I am able to focus on the office, records, transcripts, etc. I have been doing meetings and interviews as well, since Mom has been in Orlando for several weeks, and the achievement test scores arrived. Most of our kids did very well; I am so proud of all of them!

Well, tomorrow is the big day.We are driving down to Disney World, Magic Kingdom, Splash Mtn, Epcot, and the Holy Land Experience for the VERY FIRST TIME (for me, anyway). Yeppers. I know. I am a little old. But we were poor when I was a kid, and my idea of vacation as an adult is at a condo on the beach or in a cabin in the Tennessee mountains, so we have never gone. I am soooo pumped!!! I am packing my bags tonight and in the morning...still have to finish some laundry.

Got to see Brooke tonight! Yay!!! It's her hoppy birthday. It was good to see the girls too! Love you all dearly!
 
 
Mary Beth
14 October 2007 @ 08:48 pm
This morning, I read the news article about the Boulder High students who got up and walked out of class while the Pledge of Allegiance was read over the school loudspeaker during second period.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,298336,00.html
They said, "They plan to walk out each Thursday when the pledge is read and recite their version, which omits the reference to God and adds allegiance to constitutional rights, diversity and freedom, among other things."

I am taking education and American history courses this semester. If those imbecilic kids only knew that the basis of the free public school system was a plan that Puritan religious leaders hatched to make sure that young American colonists were being taught the moral, religious, and academic basics. They felt like parents were neglectful of their children's education and that they were under teaching religion, so they developed the first school books and primers based on the Scriptures. There was no separation of church and state at that time, since our country was founded by religionists. And if those 50 kids really knew what THAT really entailed, they wouldn't be so quick to jump out of their seats to make donkeys out of themselves.

What a hoot!

September 28, 2007
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Mary Beth
14 October 2007 @ 08:43 pm
I have had a productive week. I was able to finish two big transcription projects, enter a half dozen new students into the data base and filing systems, taught 33 hours, and spent 18 hours in the office. We had a busy weekend of cakes on Saturday.

I am really enjoying my American history class this semester. It is cool to be learning again; I can't believe that I have survived on just reading books all this time. Even though I have broadened my intellectual and academic horizons, I haven't done the in-depth studies that I loved years ago.

I took James out for lunch at Olive Garden on Friday. Enjoyed that! Also visited the chiropractor for a painful sciatic nerve adjustment.

Cool movie for the week: The Ultimate Gift...I think it is my favorite for the year!

Looking forward to gardening and piddling in the yard tomorrow. My birthday is just two weeks away!!! :)

September 3, 2007
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Mary Beth
14 October 2007 @ 08:41 pm
Read a good sermon by John Piper (of Desiring God fame) online today.
http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/TasteAndSee/ByTitle/2343_Pastors_Pragmatism_Pleasure_and_Pride/

Several things stood out to me:

" Beware of sacrificing truth and holiness on the altar of what seems to work. Things are not what they seem."

"Love the truth and so be saved."

"The idolatry of pragmatism that ruins the church; the pleasure in unrighteousness that refuses to love the truth; and the pride of being strong that leads to destruction."

"Leaning on the purifying power of ever-arriving future grace."


I remember my first introduction to Christian hedonism. I was enthralled by the concept of hedonism being turned into a passionate zealous fervor for God! It tied into my early Christian discipleship roots in Oswald Chamber's books. Grace IS a purifying power. It burns out all other loves. It ever fills me more and more as I get older.

September 2, 2007
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Mary Beth
14 October 2007 @ 08:39 pm
Tricia posted this about Frankie's death:
"We as Christians, when we pass into heaven, are actually being raised from the dead to true life. Frankie was raised from the dead. He is happier than we can imagine. His passing should only increase our desire for our Eternal reward. "

I have been to several funerals in my life...teens in accidents, people dead due to disease, and people who died unexpectantly in the prime of life. I sat beside a casket for my own grandmother, knowing that I might not ever see her again for eternity if she did not cry out to God during her last moments on earth.

I love the thought of this life being a fleeting shadow and our passing into heaven being the true beginning of our lives. It puts into perspective the earthly strife, sorrow, pain, suffering, sin, and despair that we endure and learn from. I guess I have read enough of the Mystics to appreciate the eternal bliss and happiness that is in store for us in heaven. There are so many people there that I want to meet. And I want to pick their brains. I want to see Jesus and feel his scarred hands. I want to worship before the Throne forever, and feast without gaining weight! :)

August 29, 2007
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Mary Beth
14 August 2007 @ 11:52 pm
I was thinking about the rash of "You Are Beautiful" graffiti that cropped up around town a few years back. It was a positive message that I supported. This is what was said about it at the time...

"Their four-year-old campaign has sparked global collaborations and installations in cities they've never even seen, all dealing with the same simple, yet necessary, reminder that you—whomever you are—are beautiful...The most striking series of installations were done in Pensacola, Florida, by an anonymous group. A few months after Hurricane Ivan tore through the town, over 50 large installations began popping up. The town embraced the message, and next to Chicago, is the city we receive the most mail from. It was written up in all the local papers, and even aired as a segment on the evening news."

I drove by one of those messages the other day...white capital letters on a dark brown brick building. Someone has attempted to scrub it down. The tressel bridge has long since been painted over with several more layers of "local graffiti." Good memories.